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10月18日

New Home



I went and made myself a new Space.

You can find my new home here http://bellafiedagain.spaces.live.com/ : )


Adios
10月3日

"Random Bored Survey"

I was bored...........so I Googled  "RANDOM BORED SURVEYS"


This is what I got....first hit up : 



Long, Random, Interesting, Bored, Blah, Fun.
Created by whoopdeedoo and taken 129175 times on Bzoink
The Basics
Full name:: Patricia Isabel
Home town:: Kitchener ON
Birthday:: Feb 19
Appearance
Hair color:: Brown, black
Eye color:: brown
Height:: 5'6
Contacts or glasses:: neither
Piercings:: ears
Do you wear any rings?: middle finger
What shoes do you wear?: shoes...duh.
Just Lately
How are you today?: bored
What pants are you wearing?: pj bottoms
What shirt are you wearing?: tank top
What song are you listening to right now?: Raindrops, Sash feat. Stunt
What was the last thing you ate?: Banana bread
How is the weather right now?: sunny
What time is it?: 3 pm
More About You
What are the last four digits of your phone?: 3073
If you were a crayon what color would you be?: I'd be all over the box
Have you ever almost died?: Yes
Do you like the person you got this survey from?: I Googled it and I love Google.
What makes you happy?: Doing stupid boring surveys
What's the best advice ever given to you?: One day at a time
Ever done drugs?: In another lifetime
What sport do you hate the most?: bowling
What sport do you love the most?: HOCKEY
How many TVs do you have in your house?: four
Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: sometimes
Have you ever broken a bone?: yes and it's not recomended.
Who do you tell your dreams to?: the dream weaver
Your Friends
Who is the...
Loudest?: Pam
Quietest?: I don't know quiet people.
Weirdest?: They would say that i'm the wierd one.
Smartest?: Eric
Funniest?: Jason
Most energetic?: Shelly
Least energetic?: Dave
Preppiest?: James
Blondest?: As in blonde or as in.....b l o n d e ?
One you can trust with anything?: James
Best friend?: James
Most likely to end up in jail?: IAN
Cutest?: Barbie W.
Daredevil?: That would be me as well.
Shortest?: Terri deffo.
Tallest?: James / Eric.......it's a tie.
Would you die for your friends?: If it meant saving them
Do you have a crush on any of your friends?: Nooooooooooooooooo
You and Love
Do you believe in love?: Yes
Do you believe in love at first sight?: No, love is complicated and complex.
Do you want to get married?: Someday
What song do you want to be played at your wedding?: nothing campy or cheesy.
Dream guy--GIRLS FILL OUT ONLY!
Long or short hair?: Either, as long as it's tidy.
Curly or straight?: Either.
Tall or short?: In-between.
Good boy or bad boy?: Bad boys are T R O U B L E
Hat or no hat?: Who cares ?
Ears pierced or not?: Erm, no.
Dimples?: Where ?
Studly or cutie?: Who says studly anymore ?
Smart or dumb?: Smart, then at least you can converse.
Boxers or briefs?: Who cares as long as it's undies eh ?
Funny or romantic?: Either works.
Dream girl--GUYS FILL OUT ONLY!
Regular or thong undies?: Thongs...no granny panties here.
Painted nails or not?: Painted or french manicure.
Dressy or casual?: Casual but can get dressy when needed.
Curly or straight hair?: Who cares, that is what flat irons are for.
Dark, light, or cool/crazy eyes?: Crazy eyes ?? Wtf ? Dark eyes (mine b brown)
Hat or no hat?: I look stupid in hats.
Hair up or down?: I don't have enough hair to put up.
Jewelery or not?: Love's my bling.
Tall or short?: I'm somewhere in the middle.
Smart or dumb?: I'd like to think me's smart.
Blonde or brunette?: I've had my hair both colors.
Pants or skirt?: both
Funny or romantic?: I can do either.
This/That
Lights on or off:: Depends.....why ?
McDonalds or Burger King:: Ick,neither. A&W or Harvey's please.
Do you wish on stars?: Never too old for that.
Which finger is your favorite?: The middle one.
What do you think of the person you took this from?: Google rawks.
Do you like your handwriting?: No, it's worse then a Dr's.
What's your favorite lunch meat?: shaved cajun chicken breast.
Any bad habits?: Yea, and no, i'm not telling.
Do you have any embarrasing CDs on your shelf?: *cough* Billy Ray Cyrusy, Achy Breaky Heart.
If you were another person would you be friends with yourself?: No, i'm weird, I scare people.
Are you a daredevil?: Yup.
Do looks matter?: Nope
What do you miss the most right now?: Grand Bend
What are you thinking of right now?: smoke...need smoke.
Do you think there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: No, the lepruchauns smoked it all.
Do fish have feelings?: They are alive are they not.....duh.
How do you release anger?: Fill out stupid dumb surveys.
Where is your second home?: I'm living in it.
Do you trust others easily?: HAAAAAAAAAAAA. No.
What was your favorite toy as a child?: Cabage Patch Kids
What class in school do you use as "nap time"?: Study hall.
Are you in love with someone?: Yes
What's your favorite color(s)?: Depends on the mood.
What is your least favorite thing in the world?: Racisim, terrorism, starving children...ect.
Ever been on TV or in the newspaper?: Yup.
What do you do when you're sad or depressed?: Listen to cheesy music and mope
Do you use sarcasm a lot?: Naww, not me.
What are your nicknames?: PJ, Trish, Izz
Would you bungee jump?: Been there, done that, have the t-shirt to prove it.
Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?: Nope.
What are you worried about right now?: Getting my hands on a smoke.
Anything else you want to add?: Thank god that's over.
You've been totally Bzoink*d!
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10月2日

" Seven Months"


Here's what I have been up to since June. 

This is also why I have been absent from the internet for the last few weeks.  I chose to get my head out 
of my ass and get serious about learning how to work my program.   It's been a slow progress because
i'm still struggling with this whole "God" business.  I've been waiting for my higherpower to bonk me on the  head and
say "here I am dummy".  It's not that simple and so far....nobody's bonked me on the head.

And so ends an era of one of my favorite activities that I used to practice regularly on this blog...

DRUNKIN' BLOGGIN' !!!!!!

(back in the day when I didn`t think that I had a problem....my theory was.....
I drink, I get drunk, I love it, where`s the problem !! )


The Twelve Steps

1. We admitted that we are powerless over alcohol and that our lives
have become unmanageable.

2. Came to believe that a Power greater then ourselves could restore us to sanity.

3. Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of  God as we understood him.

4. Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.

5. Admitted to God, to ourselves and to another human being the exact natures of our wrongs.

6. Were entirely ready to have our Higherpower remove all these defects of character.

7. Humbly asked Him to remove all our short comings.

8. Made a list of all persons that we had harmed and became willing to make amends to them.

9. Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure themselves or others.

10. Continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly admitted it.

11. Sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with God, AS WE UNDERSTOOD HIM,
praying only for knowlege of his will for us and the power to carry that out.

12. Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of thease steps, we tried to carry this message to 
the alcoholic who still suffers and to practice these principals in all our affairs.



Seven months sober.  Seven very very very long months.

" Some Things Never Change....."

WOWWWZERS !!!!

And I do stress the wowwwwwzers.  It's funny...or should I say strange, whatever, either way....this last year
so much has changed.  Soooo much.  Almost every aspect of my life has changed completely.  The major change is the fact that
I moved half way across the country and nothing is the same at all.  Nothing, not one single thing.

Then I come here.  Here....where i've not visited, nor blogged in over a year.....and it's still here.
The very same way that I left it.  I looked through the albums and entries and such...and smiled.

Some things never change........and that's a huge comfort at a time when everything is turned upside down.

I have so many pictures and things that I could put up in my albums.

I have so much to say, so much to write about as i'm seeing things around me in an entirely new way.
But of course...it is all new to me.  I am rather homesick, there is so much that I left behind.  

AND OMFG....HOW COULD I FORGET ABOUT THIS !!!!!!!

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*HUGS* TOTAL! give Trish more *HUGS*  <----- Keeps Bill away...
Get hugs of your own


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my pet!


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Omg....I`m going to have to remember my photobucket account now :S 


You know, it really is a comfort to know that some things never change....



10月30日

" Soon I Will Get A Life "

 
 
Hey Everyone !
 
It's me again, lol.  I've been hanging on facebook lately, it's easier to keep
up with everyone !
 
I think that in the new year, i'll start blogging again.
 
Right now, i'm working THREE jobs and currently looking for a fourth. 
Right now i'm just killing time between the two hours between my "real" job and
my crazy ass 3 in the morning job.
 
Needless to say, I sleep or work..work...sleep, yadda yadda.
 
I'm giving up two jobs on January 1st.  Then i'll be back down to my normal job and another job that I can
do on Wed after work.   I'll start to have my life return to normal and I'm telling you....I thought that I did'nt have any time for anything before, i'm telling you, i'm going to appreciate all the extra new found time.
 
Now I know what NO TIME really means.  I for  one am looking forward to it.
 
Soon....I will get a life.
 
 
 
 
Hope that you are all well.