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ஐღ♥•Oº°‘¨•Confessions of a Drama Queen on Coke™•¨‘°ºO• ♥ღஐ@ 69 Spaces Blvd. with a twist of lime.....Blame It On Bella! 18 října New HomeI went and made myself a new Space. You can find my new home here http://bellafiedagain.spaces.live.com/ : ) Adios 03 října "Random Bored Survey"I was bored...........so I Googled "RANDOM BORED SURVEYS" This is what I got....first hit up :
02 října " Seven Months"Here's what I have been up to since June. This is also why I have been absent from the internet for the last few weeks. I chose to get my head out of my ass and get serious about learning how to work my program. It's been a slow progress because i'm still struggling with this whole "God" business. I've been waiting for my higherpower to bonk me on the head and say "here I am dummy". It's not that simple and so far....nobody's bonked me on the head. And so ends an era of one of my favorite activities that I used to practice regularly on this blog... DRUNKIN' BLOGGIN' !!!!!! (back in the day when I didn`t think that I had a problem....my theory was..... I drink, I get drunk, I love it, where`s the problem !! ) The Twelve Steps 1. We admitted that we are powerless over alcohol and that our lives have become unmanageable. 2. Came to believe that a Power greater then ourselves could restore us to sanity. 3. Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood him. 4. Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves. 5. Admitted to God, to ourselves and to another human being the exact natures of our wrongs. 6. Were entirely ready to have our Higherpower remove all these defects of character. 7. Humbly asked Him to remove all our short comings. 8. Made a list of all persons that we had harmed and became willing to make amends to them. 9. Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure themselves or others. 10. Continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly admitted it. 11. Sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with God, AS WE UNDERSTOOD HIM, praying only for knowlege of his will for us and the power to carry that out. 12. Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of thease steps, we tried to carry this message to the alcoholic who still suffers and to practice these principals in all our affairs. Seven months sober. Seven very very very long months. " Some Things Never Change....."WOWWWZERS !!!! And I do stress the wowwwwwzers. It's funny...or should I say strange, whatever, either way....this last year so much has changed. Soooo much. Almost every aspect of my life has changed completely. The major change is the fact that I moved half way across the country and nothing is the same at all. Nothing, not one single thing. Then I come here. Here....where i've not visited, nor blogged in over a year.....and it's still here. The very same way that I left it. I looked through the albums and entries and such...and smiled. Some things never change........and that's a huge comfort at a time when everything is turned upside down. I have so many pictures and things that I could put up in my albums. I have so much to say, so much to write about as i'm seeing things around me in an entirely new way. But of course...it is all new to me. I am rather homesick, there is so much that I left behind. AND OMFG....HOW COULD I FORGET ABOUT THIS !!!!!!! ![]() ![]() ![]() (¯`v´¯) `·.¸.·´ ¸.·´¸.·´¨) ¸.·*¨) (¸.·´ (¸.·´ .·´¸¸.·´♡ Beijos ♡ ♥ ![]()
Omg....I`m going to have to remember my photobucket account now :S You know, it really is a comfort to know that some things never change.... 30 října " Soon I Will Get A Life "Hey Everyone !
It's me again, lol. I've been hanging on facebook lately, it's easier to keep
up with everyone !
I think that in the new year, i'll start blogging again.
Right now, i'm working THREE jobs and currently looking for a fourth.
Right now i'm just killing time between the two hours between my "real" job and
my crazy ass 3 in the morning job.
Needless to say, I sleep or work..work...sleep, yadda yadda.
I'm giving up two jobs on January 1st. Then i'll be back down to my normal job and another job that I can
do on Wed after work. I'll start to have my life return to normal and I'm telling you....I thought that I did'nt have any time for anything before, i'm telling you, i'm going to appreciate all the extra new found time.
Now I know what NO TIME really means. I for one am looking forward to it.
Soon....I will get a life.
Hope that you are all well.
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